bila jumpa manusia penauk.

rasa ku nak tutup telinga jak bila kau bukak mulut.

hampeh.

mun berita benar; benarkan. jangan hangatkan. mun berita bulak; sik payah lah sebarkan. confirm sik confirm bukan masalah nya. benda sik official. ada paham kah?

ada berapa banyak angin ribut taufan khabar angin menyusahkan hati bertiup. perlukah kita nak nyambong mun gik belom tauk sahih nya?

atau memang jenis manusia mcm tok, nang suka jadi penauk no 1. kakya bersusei sebab sikda kerja lain.

gamaknya.

membencik bukan main. masalahnya. tapi segala cerita pasal orang kau ambik tauk. kau ada masalah apa juak sebenarnya. dah tauk klak nang menjaja cerita orang jak kerja.

wahai kawan, (aok, kawan lah), aib orang waima kau tauk, jaga rapat2. aib kau belum tentu gk kau dapat jaga mun dah mulut macam ya. beringat kita nong. what you give you get back kata orang tua. Allah ya Maha Adil. gne kau molah orang, sik nya kinek-kinek Allah balas, dudi hari? anak? keluarga? mak bapak? adik-beradik?

kita idup jangan suka gilak nak beranok -anok nong.

rasa ku kau ya nang dah dipesan berkali-kali. tapi ya ku heran, nang jenis manusia macam ya lah kali. sik jerak. sik berhenti dan sik puas kali mun sik dapat jadi penauk menjaja cerita urang. assalamualaikum nong, kain dirikmpun ya koyak juak jangan ktk sik perasan nong. sekali hau ngambor pasal orang ya, dirik mpun pun kisah ya lebih gk dikecam orang. cne nak letak muka nong oi. jangan ketegal bangga dengan penauk dirik tek alu semua dijaik alu hau sik ingat hau ya di cne.

kakya ambik hati konon-konon xda orang yang peduli. walhal, kau lah punca kau mpun jadi macam ya.

serious, payah ku berdepan dengan orang mcm tok.

penauk. penjaja. dalam masa yang sama hipokrit petala ke lapan.

mun jenis orang yg jaga hati ya lain nong; tauk kita beza nya. tok dah menjerumuskan org lain untuk membenci apa yg kau benci juak. padahal hau yang sik ngam dgn urang. yah. apa nama kawan macam ya.

mun baik dibait alu. ditatang bagei minyak yang penuh lam tapak tangan. mun bencik, hmmph, urang belikan hau kek harijadi berik hau hadiah pun hau anok belakang-belakang.

yah. gne gik orang nak berkawan dgn hau nong?

hau nang mok padah ajak “mun xmok kawan xpalah,kmk nang jaik lamak.” mun hau perasan xpa nong. tok klak keluar cerita lain mulut hau ya. org tok gitok. org to giya. smua hal jaik-jaik semua hau nok cerita dgn orang. apa salah nya positif dgn urang nong?

nang rasa ku aku perlu hati-hati lah dengan species mcm tok. bahaya. dengar ya, ba-ha-ya.

a lot lately.

well well.

a lot is happening around in the office lately. some are good. but most recently? none of us would want to talk or dwell so much on that either. that’s how not-so-good it is.

and i came to think of this. what if all efforts done to excel in a task or to properly execute a task is then being compared to other team-mates? i mean, in a way; it could be comparative at so many levels. and what’s good to one person might not be good to the other person, right?

i hate being compared. or compared to. i have my flows too; which if it were to be me, i would’t like it though if my weaknesses are being displayed or blamed in front of everyone else. vulnerabilities. (that’s one of the reason why you just want to perform each and every time. don’t try to be vulnerable at all.)

1 min to 5.

time to sign off.

until then, i’ll keep this thinking inside my head; hopefully i won’t be too overthinking in the end.

adios.

hello blueberry!

that’s what it says in the BabyCentre apps.

when the pregnancy reaches week 7, the baby is about the size of a blueberry.

and i am still weighing the pros and cons of going to work this week. i think i might really need a week off or something. to recharge my mind, body, soul. mentally and physically reboot everything to get ready for this corporate world again.

because juggling between too many roles can be kinda exhaustive. and i feel so at the moment.

apart from the so many to do list i intend to do but can’t do much at the end of the day. i don’t want to pressure myself that way though.

because no matter how you wanted to be the best version of yourself; sometimes you have to give your body the right to take a deep breathe. to slow down at some point of time and to rejuvenate; then only you can be the best version of your own self.

if i am being push to excel each and every time without any stop, wonder how everything will be in the end when i got sore and tired and lifeless to say the least?

my goal now is to live a content life. if i can make others happy why can’t i let myself be in the first place, right? #YOLO

because i don’t want to have regrets. i don’t want myself to do things unreasonably. i don’t want my precious time to be wasted. and surely, i want the things i’ve done be something memorable. and sweet.

what is life if we only concentrate on bad and negative things, right?

lets chose to be positive, lets chose to be happy today!

my sleepy days.

believe me. it was good enough the bosses aren’t much around this week though. i guess i am still adjusting to this whole new-environment-adjustment-me and still trying to cope with the normal pace of work and everything.

because i can’t help but not to feel sleepy. like seriously.

like when i woke up and get ready and all i feel so fresh and recharged. but as soon as we drove to work there you go my gazilionth-times of yawning starts and never finish.

and just like right now.

so i think as from now my posts will get shorter and shorter. depending on how long my eyes can stand awake.

adios. zzz